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Mayday sounds like something disastrous ain't it? It isn’t. The day before Mayday is the ugly one. 30th April, Monday 2007. I experienced the full blow of Monday blues and her wrath.
Today has been a day of total boredom in school, and, to cap it all, I'm filled with "mr flu & fever plus a slight tinge of eye irritation". The weekend wasn’t exactly fun. Yours sincerely here, had a bad compilation of fever, diarrhoea & continuous vomiting. Perhaps it was something I ate, perhaps, something I drank. Due to that unfortunate event, I spent almost my entire weekend in solitary hibernation.
Well, enough of my unhappy weekend. Life moves on and thus time flew- school curriculum time ends. I made my way to TPY interchange to catch a bus to Novena. While alighting at my stop, I caught a glimpse of a couple. I've almost forgotten how it feels to cuddle someone yet common as it seems that I might experience longinus, I didn't. I did however, felt disgust and remember that I use to always been rooted in these sort of situations too.
A more elaborated description of the couple, they were petting at the back seat of bus 139 without a hoot to the world out there. Groping at each other with huge hunger of lust. Many would have expected the guy to take the first move but in this case it was the girl. The couple seemed oblivious to the people around them. "Uncivilized" might be a word many would use to describe them but they sure made a juicy subject to many onlookers of gossips.
Finally after much up-and-downs. I reached the destination I yearned for. Orchid Holidays Pte Ltd, my mum's office. Sad to pronounce, my laptop is dead. Thus I had to come here to blog. Well, the laptop isn't entirely dead. She can start but the screen remains blank. No idea why. That's the end of today's ranting.
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Next, we'll move on to Kola Bear's love life.
First on the list: Eunice Lim
She's been pestering me for sometime now. I personally think she is too obsessive with certain things and well the list goes on. Thus we shall skip to person number 2 because my fatigue bar is filling up and I may just stop halfway and end today's entry with half of this portion unwritten. [Eunice is very time consuming and the list of things to discuss about this girl is considerably long. Her contents of discussion can fill an approximate number of up to 10 pages]
Second on the list: Noorhidayah Bte Arsat
She requested for a patch early last week. She wanted a reply on that very day itself but I told her I really want to think it through and will have the answer by the end of the week. Thus far, I have yet to reply her question. But I've already made up my mind. I'm sure I do not want a patch. I was once caught in an enigma when she asked me that because I really love her then, even now I still feel a tinge of it.
I don't wanna patch mainly cos I can't stand her attitude. First she asks for stead, and then she goes bonkers & treats me like junk, venting her anger on me almost all the time. Next she tells me she needs me & wants to be with me. Followed by that, she said she wants a break up because she no longer has any feelings. Now she wants a patch because she said her feelings for me are back and stronger this time. She then proceeds to show me the cuts on her hand and explain she couldn't cope with the stress and thus she resort to cutting her wrist. Our conversation ended there. I didn't say anything except repeated "orhs”, "orhs" and more "orhs”.
I don't understand why she never seems to appreciate the things I've done for her and never did she once show me concern. Yet she can constantly tell me she needs/like me. What crap? Before she ask me for stead we've been rather good friends, after we stead she seem to constantly vent her unhappiness on me. Besides how can a person's feelings change so easily? What she've done and said made me feel that she's just an immature and childish girl. She's 19 this year but doesn’t have the mind of a 19 yr old.
I almost patched with her out of sympathy and fear that she would hurt herself otherwise. But after my conversation with Sunarto, I changed my mind. I've come to realize her feelings change almost in a split second. The following day, Sunarto ask her why she wanna patch with me. Hidayah reply: "Aiyah, never mind la...”
She said it with a tone of immediate dispense such that it seems to take the way her heart changes.
This gave me a sense of sadness and at the same time relief. Sad because I realize that when she said "true feelings this time round" is infact bullshit and also sad because her heart changes like almost in an instant. Relieved because I did not patch with this girl. At least I don't have to put up with her once again.
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*Big Yawn*
There's still countless thoughts in which I've yet to blog about but my fatigue bar is full.
-signing off then- tata